5. Day 21: Split Ends Leads To Frizzy Thinking
I am determined to be with the pain of a conflict I experienced recently (rather than stuff it down or ignore it) because of my split thinking and I continue the conversation from yesterday with Holy Spirit about my thinking below. HS: Awareness releases you into this larger BEING which allows expansion and extending, the truth of who, where and what you are, therefore, releasing tension. This is a purposeful process. If you want to feel more peace during all experiencing, then allow yourself to truly notice all that you are feeling/seeing/knowing/not knowing. Notice your thoughts: I feel...
Read More5. Day 20: Honesty Is The Hot Seat
I have a bone to pick with honesty. Though it is lauded as a very helpful quality it completely alludes me as an avenue of peace. At least in the short term. I had an incident happen recently where I was asked a very simple question which immediately split me into two thoughts: 1) what I want to do & 2) what I think I should do. My dishonest answer was inevitable because I was seeing with double vision, which is worse than total blindness, as with double vision you actually think you can see twice as good. This ended with hurting the very person I wished to NOT hurt in any way....
Read More5. Day 19: Holy Spirit Is My [Thought] Shepard
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This day I have woken with unbearable, tear crowded exhaustion. I still walked ( plodded actually) but only (!) because of my commitment to EVERY DAY. It felt good to walk but the heavy weariness remains. After protein drink, meditation and tea on the porch, a whole cluster of wild thoughts duked it out while I was in the bath. I managed to capture them on my phone. I will share them here, not to exhaust you but for us to see how even when stuck in the middle of a wild herd of thoughts Holy Spirit can make itself heard if we but ASK (and even when we don’t ask actually;). Me:...
Read More5. Day 18: Holy-Spirit-To-Go
A comment a dear friend made to me recently opened my eyes wide in a new realization. The comment was to the effect that my life is always go, go, go, and go. This is of course true but the huge AHA was this: I was able to see the “go, go, go and go” as IN me rather than something happening TO me. This is a seemingly small shift but with epic reverberations. I feel a piece/peace falling into place and the acceptance of this part of me that wasn’t there before. I am so very grateful for this REAL-ization (and for my friend’s comment!). I know that the go/stop or...
Read More5. Day 17: EVERY DAY & The Rapture
I am waking up to realize walking EVERY DAY is blossoming joy and willingness to include my sweetheart’s GodSelf in my Holy Spirit walk and awareness. I am loving our daily walks together. Thank you for this surprise bonus of EVERY DAY to get to spend uninterrupted time with my beloved husband side by side, walking in the same direction at the same time. I didn’t see that I have somewhat tried to keep my holy self sequestered from others as I have strengthened my awareness of this tender and powerful relationship I can have with my own heart. My morning quiet time alone was...
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