4. Day 10: An Unwillingness For Joy?
Yesterday I uncovered my unwillingness for joy. I still don’t know quite how this is happening so naturally I asked Holy Spirit to share more on this topic of joy and my [apparent] unwillingness for it. HS: Dearest One, You are unwilling for joy because you believe you are unworthy of this state. You cite other sadness and grief in the world as your reason to not fully in habit your joyous, joyful, joy abiding Self. Hear this and do not waiver. You are the joy that will allow, encourage, inspire and lead your brothers in this world back into the full realization and willingness of...
Read More4. Day 9: Let Go Of Your Unwillingness
Thank you for this letting go practice (in my twelvemonth of self love). I really needed it this month. There have been so many epic events one right after another that without letting go each and every day I would have completely expired. Focussing on letting go right now is giving me the experience of really being in the moment. Since I keep letting go thoughts, plans, memories, should’s etc I am feeling the power of NOW. Strangely it seems both a big deal and not a big deal. Epic and mundane. Amazing and ordinary. I feel like it all already happened. I asked Holy Spirit for a...
Read More3. Day 29: Sunday Meditation
Thank you for the delicious meditation this morning. Thank you especially for this thought: What if I remembered ONLY myself? In that moment, all my thoughts, plans, roles, identities neatly fell away as I simply was in peace, tranquility, quiet, gentle joy and wholeness. Thank you so much for this! I feel restored, refreshed and re-JOYed. The absence of guilt reveals the Presence of Love: whole, clean, empty yet fulfilled precious, tender, comfort-able willing to be yesterday, today and forever certain of holiness and truth open, welcoming and treasured delighted, joyful and...
Read More3. Day 14: The Story of Princess Precious
Once upon a time, there was a little girl who loved adventure. She was not content to sit and play with dolls. She’d rather climb out of her window and see what there was to see in the world. She needed to experience everything; speed, stillness, emptiness, chock-a-block fullness, delight, misery, lost and found. She didn’t want someone to tell her a story she wanted to LIVE the story. And so she did. She grew up as little girls do in the shadow of her beloved family where she played and worked and gathered and found all the while knowing she was beloved and...
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