6. Day 30: Tiredness Is But A Reminder To Go Within
In this month I have spent with tiredness (extending love, honesty, understanding, awareness and trust etc) I can honestly say “What was I afraid of again??” I now know, down to my [still occasionally weary] toes that tiredness is but my reminder to pause, breathe and go within. Immediately if not sooner. I can see that tiredness covers a multitude of sins of love’s omission. When I think about, worry about, brag or complain about tiredness, I am missing its precious gift. Only when I stop and really notice, welcome, allow and be with tiredness does it reveal its true...
Read More6. Day 29: I Am As God Created Me
I was looking through an old journal and came across this yummy quote from A Course In Miracles which is a wonderful way to describe seeing myself as I really am, not just as one wearing the tiredness cloak of my creation. “237. Now would I be as God created me. Today I will accept the truth about myself. I will arise in glory, and allow the light in me to shine upon the world throughout the day. I bring the world the tidings of salvation which I hear as God my Father speaks to me. And I behold the world that Christ would have me see, aware it ends the bitter dream of death; aware...
Read More6. Day 28: Waking Up Is Hard To Do (Alone)
My list continues to make me aware of my self, and isn’t this the beginning of self love? Indeed, it is the beginning of awareness of love of all kinds. Oh wait. Isn’t all love a form of self love? This is the key to “love thy neighbor as thyself” isn’t it? All loving feeds, awakens, reminds you that you ARE love. That I am love. That we are all love. We just, each with our own reasons, keep forgetting. I suppose that we are all trying to both remind ourselves and one another to WAKE UP to that beautiful, eternal truth that LOVE is the truth about us....
Read More6. Day 27: 100 Reasons Why…. (part 2)
Yesterday I shared my list of 100 Reasons Why What I Want Can Come To Me Easily, Fast & Harmoniously. A list of 100 anything is impressive. Mainly when we sit down to “make a list” our ego mind starts winding and wants to tell you this is too hard, there doesn’t need to be too many reasons (3 is enough), “STOP NOW! I’m bored”. When you persevere with a list of 100, inevitably Holy Spirit and your heart gets a look in. The day I wrote my list I wrote the first 25 easily and without effort, the next 25 took longer but I allowed them to flow as they...
Read More6. Day 26: 100 Reasons Why….(part 1)
Here are the 1oo Reasons Why What I Want Can Come To Me Easily, Fast & Harmoniously: Jesus loves me I love Jesus I am made of Love Everything is made of Love I want only the best for all God/the Universe/ Truth loves me Loving is all that is happening The blocks to the awareness of Love are dissolving easily & effortlessly all of the time I want to see Love & God in all things Gratitude flows in, through, around me I am surrounded by wonderful people, circumstances, & opportunities The very thing I think is my greatest problem is, in fact, my greatest gift Respect is a...
Read More6. Day 25: Yo’ Mama!
I am in a peculiar dither. It is time to really move deeper into a new phase of mothering and I feel like I am moving through a river of molasses carrying an 80 lb pack. This is the slow uncertainty that often precedes the eye-opening transformation already in progress. It doesn’t feel good. I feel blind, deaf, and most certainly dumb. How do I continue being a Mother without being a “MUTHER”. Standing back is not my strong suit. Wanting to share everything is. What happens when it is time to truly let your children walk their own paths? I’ll tell you. Late...
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