To my constant feeling of “I should be more, do more, & have fun every moment” self:
I extend GRATITUDE to this self.
HS: Dearest One,
This is a wellspring of universal energy not a guilt trip. The reminder of the infinite power of love that you are is your take-away, not that you are NOT love enough. Guilt was designed as a reminder of your value, worth and nature of love, for when you experience guilt and feel a less-than-ness you simply stop and remember you are enough.
Let guilt remind you of only this: you are you.
You are not someone else.
You are not somewhere else.
You are not doing something else.
You are not with someone else.
Let is lead you into asking and noticing: Who am I? Where am I? Who am I with? What am I doing? Celebrate this. Honor this. Be with with. Your happiness is RIGHT HERE. Your happiness is not over there.
Me: What then is striving, growing, expanding?
HS: Honey, striving is love doing. Growing is love extending. Expanding is love doing it with others. Striving is not about finding worth. The joy and love are IN the striving, not where you are going.
Me: Why do I always feel I could/should be faster/better/holier etc?
HS: Dearest One, see these thoughts as an echo rather than an admonishment.
LOVE…….love………………….love……………………………………………………love
FAST…………….fast…………………………..fast…………………………………….fast
BE…………………………….be…………………………………be……………………….be
Stand firm in your own heart where you are. Be confident in your path. Circular energy is just creating and offering another perspective of the same thing. Thinking in circles creates a vortex of noticing. Allow yourself to stop and notice the compelling energy. Fear not.
Me: I am tired of this though. It seems like i keep going over the same ground again and again without moving on.
HS: Thank your thoughts and move on then. Guilt is not a only a thought it is fear, the essence of fear. Guilt is the thought system of not-love.
Me: As long as I entertain and consort with NOT-GOD (NOT-LOVE) I will be lost to myself. How can I leave this old thought system in Spirit and in truth?
Turn the other cheek.
HS: Be the child of God
Be the light of the world.
Forgive as you see.
See as you forgive.
Turn the other cheek.
Be the truth of who you are.
Honor your mother and father thought systems.
Let yourself love as I love: fully, wholly, completely, always.
All ways.
Stand firm in your faith in Love. Love is the truth about everything and everyone. Open the eyes of your heart and see the truth in all things.
