6. Day 10: Let The Stillness Feed You
Holy Spirit I feel kind of stuck in this extending love to tiredness because honestly, I want to NOT feel tired. I want to feel whole, abundant well being and frankly tiredness is really missing the mark. I suppose it is obvious but right at this moment, I am too tired to extend love to tiredness. Whether it is me or not I just want to sit here and do nothing. For some reason I feel like I just got an inner high five. Is this what I need to “do” more of, nothing? Please speak to me about my practice this month and how I can see tiredness differently and be at peace with both...
Read More6. Day 9: A Deep Intimacy With Yearnings
I noticed this morning on my daily walk (this result of extending love to the fear of EVERY DAY continues because it has become a part of me) that I was aware of both the ebb and flow of energy and my new friend “There is nothing wrong.”. The significance of this is that I am judging my tiredness less and simply noticing it. It really isn’t ever present but when it is it is kind of loud and insistent. It has gotten less so as I am extending noticing, listening and welcome to this energy (or seeming lack thereof). Today this new thought cheered me: My energy always has...
Read More6. Day 8: Peering At My Thoughts In Wonder
Since I am wanting to feel that peace and energy beyond my veil of tiredness I have been practicing feeling peace in my body, especially as it relates to needing food/rest/water etc. This consists of me listening and being quiet with my body rather than simply ignoring my body and doing whatever I wish. My daughter and I went to lunch the other day and I wanted a hamburger but what I felt into my body for peace (rather than just what I wanted) I felt my desire for a salad trio which is what I ordered. I tried to continue to feel the peace within my body as I was eating but realized...
Read More6. Day 7: How Do I Clarify The Signal?
If I want to go beyond feeling tiredness I must feel something else. What else is there? Peace. I would love to really feel peace within and through my body as well as in my heart. If the body is a communication device as A Course In Miracles says then what is my body communicating? It feels like it is communicating old thoughts: tired, slow, low energy, slow metabolism, sluggishness. Maybe I don’t have any idea what could help me feel the truth of myself as Love in my body; whole, light, energy, harmony, happiness and joy. Holy Spirit, help me with my practice of feeling the...
Read More6. Day 6: There Is Nothing Wrong
Thank you for the ongoing miracle of “THERE IS NOTHING WRONG”. I must have said it a hundred times in the last couple of days. When this beautiful phrase announced itself in my consciousness a few weeks back, we were having a party for our directors in the afternoon at 4pm. We were also in the throws of preparing to drive to LA for business the next morning. I had followed my inner guidance that morning to do nothing for the party until noon, thereby giving myself a blissful and much needed quiet time. Somehow I had sent conflicting emails to everyone because each person...
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