3. Day 15: A Drop In Love Pressure
What does guilt feel like, in my body? It feels metallic, like an acid bath; cold heat, systemic, down and up from center, pouring, searing a thudding FULL STOP. It feels like what I imagine a mild electrocution might feel like. Me: Holy Spirit, what is this and why does it act in this way? HS: Dearest One, this experience you have with guilt is visceral, though not universal. You feel and are aware of the feelings of fear acutely. This has been a gift you are now ready and willing to open. Many of your brothers must wait to notice fear after it has upset the balance in their outer...
Read More3. Day 14: The Story of Princess Precious
Once upon a time, there was a little girl who loved adventure. She was not content to sit and play with dolls. She’d rather climb out of her window and see what there was to see in the world. She needed to experience everything; speed, stillness, emptiness, chock-a-block fullness, delight, misery, lost and found. She didn’t want someone to tell her a story she wanted to LIVE the story. And so she did. She grew up as little girls do in the shadow of her beloved family where she played and worked and gathered and found all the while knowing she was beloved and...
Read More3. Day 13: Fear As A Teacher
Here is the wonderful quote from Bartholomew on fear I promised yesterday. Really let this sink in. Allow the “bigness” of it to make itself comfortable in between your cells and thoughts. Receive it as from your own heart. “Fear is an energy that can be your teacher if you have the willingness to face it. Fear is power. It is an energy that is easily felt. It is a part of the life-cycle. When fear is with you can train yourself to say “My friend! You are here! I remember you well. You have come to tell me some part of me needs looking at, needs explaining....
Read More3. Day 12: Can God Change Channels?
I am loving the bounty being showered upon me with this extending love to my epic fears project (which has become my daily practice). My friend Bartholomew, who I would describe as another voice and flavor of Love has written the most beautiful and perfect piece on fear which I will share below. I want to add a few thoughts (please feel free to extend love to this thought if it is shocking or frightening in any way) about what is sometimes called channeled writing or speaking. In the past 30 or so years there have been quite a number of channeled writings or speakings: Seth, Bartholomew,...
Read More3. Day 11: Holy Spirit Makes Lemonade
Hello guilt. I am feeling you now. I missed a family graduation and it is doing me in. I gave a gift and said bravo and much happiness etc but I am not there. I didn’t send flowers (or balloons or organized a mariachi band). We have been there for other events and I feel wretched for missing this one. I absolutely should DO/BE more. Ugh. I hate feeling less than whole. It seems there is no tad or taste or bit of guilt; a little guilt sours the whole. Me: How can I deal with feelings of not good enough? HS: Enough is good. Good is enough. You think in terms of...
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